Ferragnez 2, Fedez talks about the disease – Corriere.it

«I wasn’t afraid of dying per se, my greatest fear was not being remembered by my children, this is the thing that scared me the most. My wish is to see my children grow up.” Fedez tells it through tears in the first episode of the second season of the Ferragnezthe series now available on Prime Video showing behind the scenes of our royal family (every country has what it deserves…). For now, there are four chapters available in which Fedez and Chiara Ferragni also tell about their trip in New York at the Met Gala, the fashion Oscars, with Donatella Versace; reveal the different moods in the preparation of San Remo (her) and of the concert Love Mi (he); they are filmed during a very lively discussion by the psychologist why he talks about “crises” between them and she doesn’t want to; show a family weekend that makes many of us mere mortals reevaluate weekends.

The first episode is entirely dedicated to Fedez’s illness, that March 2022 in which he discovered he had a neuroendocrine tumor of the pancreas with the famous video selfie in which he announces his illness. Cut. Fedez and Chiara Ferragni are at the psychologist and go back to talking about those days: «It all starts with a CT scan of the lungs that I had decided to do for control because I am asthmatic – recalls the rapper -. Only I’m two hours late because I had quarreled with Chiarabut it was lucky. By chance, a doctor who is an expert in pancreas passes by and sees it enlarged and I recommend an MRI». A routine visit turns into drama. Fedez and Chiara are followed by the Amazon cameras moment by moment in those days. “I had to face the possibility of dying.” So style it the to-do list so he wants to survive: «Go and scam a casino in Las Vegas. Doing San Siro alone, mainly with the public. Owning (he says exactly that, ed) another child. Go to Eurovision and win a Grammy». Chiara Ferragni retraces the mood of those days: «I was very calm. Maybe it’s because I’m positive on my own, then I had that shocking feeling that doesn’t feel like reality, that feels like you’re in a movie.”

The day of the operation arrives and the moment comes when even Fedez wonders what the spectators are wondering: «What the fuck do you recover before an operation? One thinks: are you crazy? I did it symbolically as a legacy for my children». A strange legacy, but everyone manages the moment of suffering as they see fit. Together, lying on the bed, they film everything: the tears full of doubts before the operation, the tears full of hope after. Past and present mix. I’m back to the psychologist and she reflects: “At that moment I realized how much I love him… I would have preferred it to happen to me that I am more capable of handling such a trauma». He finds the spirit to joke: “I too would have preferred it to happen to you”. Then he becomes serious again: «I think it is the experience that has united us most of all. In order for my quality of life to improve, I must not forget». More tears for the result of the histological examination: «99.9% there will be no recurrence». Fedez is not ashamed to show himself in his fragility: «Today I feel a little more insecure towards Chiara. I feel like she’s beautiful and I’m shitI cadaverous, she is a cunt of the Madonna and yet she still chooses me ».